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I know it’s disappointment,

I know it’s uncertainty,

I’m unable to portray what I am

And what I seek,

You’re here around, so happy

Sparkling with pride and dignity,

I am sure that I want to

Fill your eyes with tranquility,

It is so absurd,

It is terribly insane,

Unable to voice what I feel

While hurting your small frame,

You wrote me a confession

Filled with love and care,

I avoided your hand,

The touch I never despised

Nor thought was filled with despair,

Shockingly it was something I longed for

A feeling I craved

A feeling equally mutual it could be easily embraced,

But the fear clogged my brain,

Fogged up what I felt,

The future felt like a war,

The weapon seemed to be me

The victim you,

Harming you in any way

Would ruin us,

These feelings,

So how can I stay

When I can leave with only me longing,

While you continue being.